The one,
in which you told me
with your serene voice,
That you loved me.
With only
those three words,
you confiscated my heart,
Forever.
I can depict that moment,
the moment,
Where you made me
feel special,
with just
one word...
Perfect.
Everything felt,
like a dream until,
That one day,
The day I was,
audacious to
embark on a journey with you,
but I got scared.
The day we went on a date,
and I screw up everything,
Everything I had with you.
The day my heart,
completely broke.
I had an inkling
that after this day,
everything was going to be over.
You decided,
Talking to me
on a Monday afternoon.
You came to me,
to do something you hadn't do the whole day,
Speak to me.
I knew you wanted to tell me,
That you just wanted to be just friends,
I took the risk to talk first,
just to avoid what you were going to say..
Because I didn't know if it,
was going to be bad or not.
I just wanted to avoid,
to feel more sad,
to feel more the pain,
of a broken heart.
Telling you everything in a prudent way.
Telling you everything with a lackadaisical voice.
Telling you lies and stupid excuses like,
I didn't like you anymore.
I was,
Just to try to show you,
That I did not care,
if you told me everything was over.
if you told me everything was over.
That I was strong,
When everything was totally the opposite.
Now,
I see you hugging other girls,
kissing them on their cheeks.
That really rankles me,
because by seeing that,
I feel jealous because for that single moment,
they have my whole world,
in their body and cheeks.
I am trying,
to get over you.
Trying,
To forget everything about you.
Everything,
That makes you who you are..
That makes you,
the man I still love.
I know,
We are still really good friends but,
It's really difficult talking to you,
'cause when I talk to you,
I realize,
I love you,
and when I realize I love you,
I remember,
You are never going to be mine again.